Monthly Archives: December 2012

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A Date With A Song

Beautiful Poetry

Scented Poetry

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Feel your Self creating love inside…YOU.
Plucking at your chords…feeling your own feelings.
Peace and grace.
Freedom calling…
Come…Sit. Listen…

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Think That Big And Be Better

My thoughts in God have been so amazing in 2012 alone. The many conversations, training simulations on “how to BE”, the peaceful walks in places beyond what I ever thought to think. The preparations, the guidance; all so beautiful.

I used to have a crippling fear of death that I wouldn’t sleep for nights. I cured it in my God state.
I judged mySelf to be a worse person than I was so I was afraid to be saved. I’m saved.
I thought I couldn’t BE by mySelf outside of a relationship. I AM.
God knows Im honored to have been blessed with children. My change is greatly reflected in them, as they are my greatest and most consistent creations thus far.

Feeling the changes and noticing subtle differences in this world compared to the old world, I continue to diligently work on blending my dreams into my current reality. I sometimes think they’re just too big or that my dreams are had before its time. That only means the trinkets of this world aint doing much for my particular being these days. What I desire, money can’t afford. Peace, Love, and Harmony. Many desire these beings, so we BE.

I no longer believe that there is an entity separate from me looking to reign hell down on me, other than man. My christ in me is only as faithful and committed as my will is assuredly strong in christ.

I often hear a people griping and arguing about whom to praise, and what race should that whom be. As children we are ignorant. Our parents and grandparents grew up in a time of fear-based doctrine. They only taught us (beat into us their fear). We were taught to praise Jesus the man, whom most assume is of white persuasion. Coming into adulthood we are learned by our environment and experiences that Jesus may or may not be black. I only ever see white light, or golden showers of all the ascended masters I encounter. So for me, the argument is void. My heart tells me that I have to see things for myself to experience, otherwise I’d just still be discussing my life away and not doing what I came here to do.

Then somewhere between the new religious church and the world’s view that church is a hip-hop phrase, most get confused and abandon ship. The line between the two seems to have merged. Did the church step into the world or did the world go into the church?

May I say to all who listen. It is much easier said than done to unlearn something ingrained in us from childhood; but it is doable.

Others projections hinders a people from creating in each his/her own mind. There’s no time like NOW. At the same time that we remove something from ourSelves, something must take its place, lest we feel empty within, or unfulfilled. Fill your emptiness with God. Feel God and let God fill you.

The mind is so powerful, and man knows this! YOU know this! The invader never takes something from its host without giving something back. The give back is not good. An invader also has the ability to paralyze its host/victim, feed off of it, and then either let it die slowly or suddenly cause it a quick death, should it no longer serve its immediate purpose. In other words, the victim doesn’t know its being fed on because its been desensitized.

Victims don’t know they are victims (slaves). They are given a false sense of perception, never knowing the true; unless some particular chord is touch out of nowhere, plucked. They deny the slight feeling. It happens again. Pluck Pluck. They get to listening for it. Pluck Pluck, wake up. They look around and then at themselves, only to see parts missing. The pain hits! What the hell is going on?! Flashes of their old whole Self. What happened?! Why am I here?!  My God! I gotta save mySelf before I die. WHO got me like this?!

Now, upon waking, we first have to fight against that which feeds off us. Some of us may even fight for a while then give up and don’t even work to live for ourSelves anymore.

Those of us that keep fighting eventually learn that in order to save ourselves we have to keep looking within ourselves, removing the poison and adding self-care, to heal our whole Self. At some point, we learn that the stronger we become, the greater our strength and abilities become.

Eventually, the invader understands it no longer has the ability to control you.

Imagine if we all realized that we’re being fed off of and then we answer to that plucking chord in our spine, and then wake up and save ourSelves! The invader would break down and leave. Leaving us to live in peace again.

Think that big and BE more.
Bless

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Self-Healing: Revelation, Realization, and Forgiveness

If there’s one of a million things I learned of Empaths, being one mySelf, there is one theme that continues to be a problem area for both the skilled and unskilled Empath. As part of being empathic, we engage in another’s persons issues and problems, we take things on as if it’s all our own—to help another soul to be able to heal unto itSelf. When we have an issue or a problem it’s all our own, unto ourselves—to be solved in our God space, as we tend to not want to “burden” others with our problems. On the other hand, many Empaths put their Selves through a personal suffrage, not realizing (for any given length of time) that the problem is not theirs!

In other words, an Empath “places him/herself in another person’s shoes”, experiences their problem/issue, and then advise a solution. The skilled Empath goes through the process spiritually conditioned, and is therefore ABLE to provide stronger assistance. When the truth is advised, there are no lines to read between other than what is being revealed in oneself, not the advisor. The advisor is simply reflecting one’s self back to them. People have only become more intelligent at hiding their problems in synonymous and false beings. That doesn’t mean their problem can’t be solved. THIS stage is where begins the battle of beings and truth.

We cannot meet ourselves with ego when our truth is revealed to us. We will only continuously come up against a wall and crumble again and again. Until we are willing to accept ourselves and others for who we and they are, we will not realize who we are not, individually, and collectively. So instead of forgiving ALL, we hold ourselves and others in contempt of being. In such a state of being, there is very little chance to healing self. Ego is not above truth. Ego is not truth. Ego forces its hand so as not to feel like its “losing” the battle of BEing. This is why most Empaths do not attempt to help others who do not fully express readiness, willingness, and are desirous in receiving help. Truth does not convince. Truth IS. Ego gets up in arms when truth is revealed.

Empaths can and do sometimes make a messy situation messier. They “forget” to come out of the persons shoes and give them back their own experience to continue handling. We sometimes believe that others problems are ours to overcome; they are not. Each one must live their own truth. Live your truth. Each person is responsible for their beings and doings. To seek advice and/or guidance of another is encouraged, however, one must be ready, willing and desire to be ABLE to go through the healing process with their own Self.

Here, I share this no-fail process of Self-Healing. As with anything else, the more of yourself you give to it, the better of your Self you will receive back. Bless

 

God’s remedy to heal any suffering soul, broken spirit, worn or broken heart, and any relationship is a process:

–REVELATION: Opening oneself up to review of his/her faults and/or negative beings; their transgressions.

-REALIZATION: Now knowing and acknowledging to his/her transgressions and accepts his/her responsibility and role he/she played in revealed transgressions.

–FORGIVENESS: Asking for forgiveness unto ones God-Head is perhaps the most important part of healing. The bowing of the head acknowledges that one has realized and is sorry for their transgression. against others and/or Self. Forgiveness is a confirmation of agreement between two or more beings to move forward and no longer hold Self or others in a place of negative vibrations; or contempt.

Bless

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Self-Realization: After Revelation Is Realization And Then Forgiveness

Last night, I dreamed I went into my past. There was this apartment (actually, it looked like a combination of my first three apartments) that was mostly dark and a few males were there, and some friends, lying around watching television, hanging outside the apartment, smoking weed and cigarettes. I went into the bedroom and there were dressers and closets everywhere. For the strangest reason no one wanted me to go near them, but I felt a need to look at what was inside.

I opened the drawers and saw things of mine. I opened the closets and saw things of mine (I don’t know how I knew they were but they were). They were some of the most expensive silk clothing pieces with the most amazing patterns and colors hanging in the closets. The dressers held my personal things and jewelry that lit up the room. I couldn’t believe my things were stored in such a dark place! The men kept trying to keep me from looking through everything. I got a bag and began taking my belongings back. I started feeling a sense of freedom and power with every item I picked up and put in the bag. People started to disappear or walk out.

There was a man there who came and sat at my feet. I looked in the mirror and caught his eyes staring at me, they were the blackest eyes but they were shiny in my light. He tried to distract me with his physical self, and my body began to sway, and then he got behind me. I attempted to move my body away from him but he leaned on me and his body was heavy. I said, “No.”, and he disappeared. I prepared to leave with my bag, and I woke up.

I thought on the dream while lying there staring at the ceiling. I thought about how my things lit up the dark room and how powerful I felt touching my belongings again. AGAIN?! Then it hit me! I realized what was happening and I couldn’t believe it but I did. I didn’t come into this world filthy and full of sin. I was good until I caused mySelf to be distracted by the physical-ness of man and ALLOWED him to take anything he wanted of me. What a revelation!

Over the last few days, I’d been praying somewhere between a fog and being awake. Not necessarily on my knees but wherever I may be sitting, standing, and even in my bed. I was asking to be shown what I did with wrong mySelf in all these years, and where did I lose mySelf at.

It’s strange how I found a part of mySelf stuck in some dark apartment somewhere “guarded” by some lowly beings. Honestly, you know what I thought? “How the fuck could I have allowed mySelf to even lay with such filthy creatures?!” I’m not regretful, becaused I asked. That means I was ready to face my mistakes. I don’t have a feeling to sit in regret. God knew it would happen and was happening, I just had to find mySelf and realize for mySelf what I was doing, and clean mySelf up and get back right with God. After my realization moment I walked around my house in the dark. I drank some water and found my way to the couch and prayed. Afterward, I went back to sleep.

I dreamed that I attempted to team up with some women that I know in this world, to create a childcare business. It was more like I was watching mySelf. I watched how the women teamed up behind my back to figure to get more money without me knowing and would eventually cut me out of the business. Then I was on a staircase that led off to both the left and the right. I don’t know where they led to, but I had to make a decision. I woke up.

This morning I observed mySelf, “I’m floating around here feeling completely light-headed. I turn my head; everything has to catch up with my view. Granted I have a lil nasty cold but this is unusual, I feel so light. Yesterday I thought I felt the ground move under my feet.” I broke out in tears crying and asked God for forgiveness. It really sucks that I was so distracted from my path. God is a good God to show me where I went wrong and who wronged me, I wanted to know—I needed to know. Some of my past boyfriends have asked me to forgive them in dream-state and in wake state. I just always said ok. I’d always blamed myself anyway for being so stupid for being with them. But I realize now, that if nobody does anything wrong but ourselves, who or what is the point of forgiveness?

Now I truly can forgive others without them even being present. Honestly, I couldn’t forgive anyone without knowing what I was forgiving them for. The process is to look at what of our highest expressions were prevented from manifesting, or taken from our Being after we REALIZE who we are being at present is REVEALED to us. As we gather back the different aspects of ourselves, and come back into our own true Self, we ask FORGIVENESS and forgive every transgression against ourselves and God. Otherwise, we spend our whole lives doing what others are doing, and matching Jones’s and being competitive and will end up in nothingness.

As much as I want to be around others and have a great social time and even become into a personal relationship with a man—it just isn’t God’s will at this time.  I’m cleaning my life up so I cannot be jumping back and forth over the fence. I won’t be tempted to do anything outside of my Self, even if I never have another friend in this world. There’s a whole new life for me somewhere else (yet it’s my old life at the same time), in some other time. I fell somewhere through something, into this nonsense. I really don’t want to go back home with any “lowly vibrations” of this world.

After revelation is realization and then forgiveness. After my wrong was revealed to me, I realized I had gone against God and I asked for forgiveness of me and all my past selves.. I also forgive whoever knowingly and unknowingly wronged me against my God. Bless

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Self-Being: Embrace Your Whole Self And Keep Peace Within

When a young child sees its shadow, he/she becomes defensive and attempts to “get rid of it”. Children throw air punches, stomp at it, and even shout at their shadows.
Children are light-workers within their own rights. They encompass truth, love, joy, compassion, empathy, and such. In my dreams, I often see circles of dancing and singing children at the top of something as the sun rises in the east. On one occasion, I was encircled by many of them as they singed and danced—the light was so warm. I danced with them. We were all in a peaceful place.
Children who become alarmed at seeing their shadows become into a momentary state of encountering physical darkness (not night time). They’re alarmed because the environment is light and suddenly this dark thing is attached to them—doing everything they do—without a face or anything else of matter—other than darkness.
I’ve observed this “struggle” in my own children at one time or another; and as well as other children. Avoid calling the child names or snapping at them. Give them about two minutes to interact with their selves. Just observe quietly(unless they begin to attack their physical self, which I’ve seen children ripping at clothing and more). Then intervene by bringing them back into a peaceful state. Explain to them that their shadow doesn’t go anywhere, even when they can’t see it. It’s a part of their being.
There’s a lesson to be learned about embracing ones own lightness as well as darkness to keep Self-peace, within and without. ALL IS and IS NOT. ALL is light and dark, up and down, here and there, and everywhere and nowhere. One must embrace that which they ARE NOT as much as that which they ARE. Fighting against yourSelf will only leave you to always have something to be distracted by other than the betterment of yourSelf—your peace.
Acknowledge your dark side as well as your light side. Your ego is still there, its just that NOW your life is guided by your higher beings; your positive Self. This higher being raises your frequencies. Ego loves a fight, to be noticed—to be in control to serve itself through your ignorance; and it is ego that keeps your frequencies low.
To obtain and keep peace within yourSelf, acknowledge your light and dark selves. Bless your whole Self and also bless those beings that do not serve to evolve your higher Self—and let them go, and avoid seeking those things out again. Live your truth. Bless
Gem:
When one is thinking about/doing something, there’s a certain vibration or energy that works specifically with thought processing—I like to think of it as God‘s will coming in before my actions. If the though does not match the vibrations of ones higher self,  a “battle” with their ego happens. A lot of Self convincing to down right ignorance goes on during a “ego battle”.
Now, if you decide to go with your higher self (higher vibrations)…you continue on to prosper in peace and joy and love; time is not a factor. Simple as that!
If you decide to go with your ego….well now. Let’s see:
You get an instant false feel-good gratification—until the thing you chose is taken away or used up. Then you have emotional imbalances/dis-eases (regret, shame, guilt, depression, anger, etc. Then you smack your forehead, “I KNEW better! I shouldn’t have done that! Damn, I should’ve listened to mySelf!!” Now you either wallow in more dis-ease with your yourself, blame yourSelf for not being strong and dwell in self-pity, OR,  you’ll get up, admit to yourself you were wrong, ask for forgiveness unto yourself and God. Go start again on the higher chord or choose something else to better yourself.
Either way, it’s still your choice, but why all the unnecessary pain if you know better?
Bless
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Self-Encouragement: Growing Back UP

There’s a certain placement we come into as we attain higher and higher frequencies.

As we grow in spirit (spiritually), we think better of ourSelves. Those of you on that particular road at this present time….don’t deterred by those things that are of the world. Folk will mock you, shun you, make slander. Keep moving up!

Like, I said before, you’ll come to a point where you’ll have achieved so much evolution with yourSelf—their vibrations and frequencies can’t see you to reach you.

Keep going…don’t be thrown off by nobody else’s vibrations…(if you’re single, you now know the reason). If you’re in a “relationship”…know that opposites do not attract—they clash. Good or bad, LIKE attracts LIKE.

UP can’t be DOWN if it’s UP. BUT, DOWN can pretend it’s UP. UP is within itself— becoming more and more UP! It does still acknowledge its opposite otherwise it wouldn’t BE. Should UP engage with down, that’s what it becomes—DOWN!

Should UP realize one day after being homesick, that it’s out of its element, and not being its true being, which is UP, it must get the sickness of being DOWN out if itself—and be prepared, willing and ABLE to move back up. Begin to live your truth.

UP may be a little shaky and weak at first, but in working within itself and with likenesses, UP gains momentum, strength, and its ability to BEcome itself again.
Down may be holding and clinging and cunning and seemingly convincing, mocking you cause you ain’t DOWN no more, tryna trick you to believe its changed only to fall back DOWN into old ways…but you keep going! Because your ready, willing, and able. Because you’re UP.

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Self-Guidance: Using Spiritual Tools To Be Abled

Being saved and born again persons, and light workers and way-showers, part of being enlightened, we understand that others may not do it the same way we did it. We are spiritual soldiers; we’re not here to bring judgment on any man. There is no need to run around screaming at people on the internet or in walking life, losing our own Selves to save another. Jesus was a martyr, because he was destined for that role. He came as a teacher and a way-shower; we are to follow his way, to Self-righteousness, not death. There is no need to judge others for whatever reason you think they’re not doing all they can to save themselves.

“Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God.” John 1:12

Everyone makes their own choice, no matter consciously, unconsciously, willingly, or desperate.

“…let us therefore cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light.” Romans 13:12

All kinds of ones can and will blow all the trumpets, sound the alarms, point and shout. People have turned away from God in this Age; leaving their Selves open to man’s false flags. Keep in mind that darkness is able and does present itself as light. Man believes he has one up on God, in manipulating timelines and weather and such—purposely misguiding many of you into timelines of continued fear and control. Some events are experienced by one, some by few, and still some experiences are shared by many. One must have a strong relationship with God and be sharp with the spiritual tools provided unto their Self. We’ve moved pass hope, NOW is the time for DISCERNMENT and FAITH.

“My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him.  He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.” Psalm 62:1-2 

The truth is as long as YOU know for yourSelf, your relationship with God. However, some of you are so full of pride (and fear) that you hide your spirituality, even from yourSelf. You don’t practice the word, nor engage in any spiritual strengthening of Self. Continuing like this with surely set you back in confusion at a time when you’ll be called to step up to your intended role; in spirit and in truth. Remember your commitment to God before and after you were saved. Is it not true that in your own times of trouble and desperation that you cried out to God?  You know that you all don’t have to have a troubled or desperate on and off relationship with God. BE re-newed. Like you once were, they are now. Even still, what you are not does tempt you. So it’s only balance that we encourage ourselves for who we ARE and also encourage others for who they can be. Fast, pray, meditate, praise, be kind and love yourself and each other.

“But this kind does not go out except by fasting and by prayer.” Matthew 17:21

Don’t be fooled by images, sounds, and voices. In order not to do that, don’t be led by fear. At present, even God’s children (we are all sons of God through faith in Jesus Christ) are being in confusion. Be led by LOVE. Stay in Love. Be kind. Be patient. Be not envious of what you see others have; unless the spirit has made revelation to you, you don’t know another’s heart. Meet yourself where YOU are at, don’t worry about time. Just get your heart in alignment with God, and no matter what happens, you’ll be taken care of. All things work together for the good of those in accord with God’s purpose.

“Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.” Psalm 139:14

If it doesn’t feel right, it isn’t. If it feels threatening, it is. If you get caught out there, be strong in your will. Find your center and go there. And if you need to, find the strength to call out to Jesus the Christed and be saved. No matter you don’t believe right now. In the face of darkness, believe me, you will find faith in Christ. That’s the way you chose to come back unto Christ and to God; through darkness.

“I sought the LORD, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears.” Psalm 34:4

The problem is many people don’t even know they ARE in darkness. You push your limits of “free will”—until the monster shows up. Then it becomes a process to learn how to fight; because you got comfortable and let your God down; and chose to experience “free will”. A monster is only as big as your will is weak; and coming away from the world your will IS weak. A monster expects you to fight it; it loves that kind of attention. It’s an ever bigger process to learn how to love again. Love yourSelf and God again, have the power of faith in your God, and BE spiritually ABLED. You will overcome those monsters. Bless

“For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.” Psalm 91:11-2

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