SELF-DETERMINATION: Relationship Goals: Where Are We Going?

I had a conversation with an associate…we talked about be single for very long times and how we view ourselves and the kind of relationships we’ve had that caused us to become single, and where are we going now. She recently got back into a relationship…I asked her what is it based on this time, she seemed puzzled. I asked her what their goals are together, she looked at me like “What goals??”

THAT is the next phase I’m going into…as much as humans say marriage is not a goal. Marriage is a goal like any other. And within the marriage are goals that the two people agreed to achieve together. There are people out there who move blindly(seeing what pops up along the way), and there are people who move consciously(creating what they desire along the way). Four seasons suffices to know whether you want to marry a person or not..whether you want to achieve longtime goals with them or not.

Too many sisters fall back into the okkee doke of “It’s been a long time, I’m lonely.” Sex is such a common base that it’s mistaken as a necessary aspect to bond two people…clearly the result is “baby mama/dada” syndrome…it never bonds anything but bodies and fluids. There are only two goals in sex…babies and orgasm. And then play house until one of you catch afire for another body somewhere. Believe I know it. I’m qualified to talk about it. A year is long enough to know whether you’re dating a selfless person or a selfish person. Why? Because selfish people don’t have patience anymore like they use to..if you aint got it or ain’t giving it, they’ll get it somewhere else. And they’ll tell you that! After a year the veil begins to thin into the truth…not what they want you to see…but the TRUTH. And sometimes the truth can be ugly! A lot of selfless people are dating some ugly people! But you ask them..and their ugly man/woman is the most beautiful thing in the world! That’s some strong wool in their mind.

Not to mention the reality shows showing sistahs beating the bloody hell out of each other to be with some dusty male who believes he benefits from his “hoes” unconscious idiocy. Two years and more is too long to fake the funk…the signs are too easy to see when you’ve become conscious. Four seasons is long enough to ask the ultimate question to the brother, “Where are we going from here?” 

Right now for me, I’m dodging traffic… I’m conscious enough to see bullshit coming…conscious enough to hear what I can’t see coming. Conscious enough to step back when there’s too much of everything or nothing going on. No rush, I can always chill and write about it. In our reapings are the conscious wisdoms of the ignorance we sowed. If we’re seeking to cross the street, we have to acknowledge what we’re crossing from, lest we think it’s something different only to find out it’s the same thing.

We’re not to call on God to escape from life but help us to consciously grow into our better and best selves.

Healthcare’s Dirty Little Secret

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Feeling sick?

Have a cough?

Maybe herb tea and rest is in order and not a trip to the ER. Why? Because doctors are intentionally withholding information on your health and your prescriptions in order to get you sicker so you’ll keep coming back for more “treatment.”

When I traveled with my agency, I met almost every specialist known to man. What I never knew or suspected was an alliance between the medical doctors, the hospitals and the pharmaceutical and insurance companies. Doctors, in their greed, took bribes from Big Pharma to endorse a certain medicine that would cause other medical problems (known in the medical world as an adverse effect), and for their allegiance and silence, they are given eye-popping sums of cash, tickets to the Knicks game and even automobiles.

I remember once when I was in the south, a patient came in with a bad case of wet…

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Empowerment: Foregiveness is Love

I am at times in admiration at the power of foregiveness. God knows where we are…and what we’ve gotten ourselves into…and STILL comes to our rescue when we call….at anytime!

When I went deep into expansion I imagined that when Yeshua came through and paid the ransom for his brethren with his own life…that only God in him KNEW what was to become of us….looong before we even got to these places we each are in! He HAD to know! And surely he was greatly concerned in knowing that we would turn our minds away from God at some point; it was studied and measured to be a sure thing…multiple times. Otherwise WHY would Yeshua ask that we be FOREgiven of our lower beings…because we know not what we are doing? They saw it in advance!

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Much like many of us “dream” into the future about events…I call them possibilities.  Surely had he not asked God in advance to foregive us….we would be catching fire instantly upon sin…and death would come over the land to live. If you’ve ever smelled sulfur…you’ve smelled death. So I say that to say this…the power of FOREgiveness is indeed a God ability!

I’ve heard people say that they can’t forgive so easily…or even at all. That they have to get to give. You really must be able to see another as you want to be seen. Respect as you wanted to be respected. Love as you want to be loved. Teach as you want to be taught. FOREgive as you want to be forgiven. Foregiveness is love. You don’t have to have a whole lot of money before you set another free, after all Yeshua did not pay a literal dime. In showing us how to raise up out of sin and spiritual blindness he paid with his life. And even though Yeshua KNEW the risks and the end result, he STILL took the mission!

That is foregiving love! God had to come down for self to see what was going on with us! When God saw how we were spiritually blinded…God was disgusted but understood better what was going on. The program somewhat changed. Yeshua being the compassionate man that he is was moved by his brethren intent to be good while living in spiritual blindness…we didn’t even know we were blind until we were able to see!

So, he made a plea on behalf of us (remember he asked that we be FOREgiven love even in our sin because we knew not what we were doing, we were spiritually blinded, and when we are loosed, we are judged, washed, cleared, and reborn in our christ heart. All while still living in the world! It doesn’t mean we are now perfect…it just means we are saved from the the wrath of the lords of the world, not our flesh, our souls. Provided we maintain our newer and higher frequencies (I admit is hard at times but doable with self-love and spiritual education, strong supports…because spiritual warfare is reality to being spiritually awakened)), and an agreement was reached via permission of God and council with the lords of the world.

There is a certain amount of time we can be kept spiritually blind before the whole of God’s children MUST be set free, from the lords of the world. And for a long time we’ve been dwelling in sins of the world. For those of us who are coming out of spiritual blindness…we feel that we are “just in time”.

Because the agreement is coming to an end….and with all the negative upsurges happening on this planet….which side do YOU think…isn’t keeping up their end of the contract? One thing that holds true to transformation….after chaos is order. Foregive someone today…whatever it is…it is love. Forgive yourself! Ask God to forgive you too! We all need foregiveness…because we all miss the mark…and sin.

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It’s good to know there’s a loving God to rescue you…and show you your sin, guide you better into how to hit the jewels eye right on point…activating wisdom sense, opening up whole other dimensions…revealing possibilities of plenty!

Prayer: Daily Affirmation

MANIFESTATION PRAYER

I ask that (clients, buyers, resources, monies I need) be sent to me. Until I am aligned with my desire/s, or for guidance about this, I AM serene and abundant. I am truly thankful and grateful for all that fulfills me right now and to come.
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