Self Being: Empaths and Energy Sex (E-Sex)

Really I’d like to be at a dance club right now….but I always have an anxiety attack during the preparation….and abandon the mission. The very first time I went to a club…I fell asleep at a table…nothing but drunk tired people there. I couldn’t figure how’d that happen in such a vunerable place. I hadn’t dranked or drugged, I was 18 years old. I was not a conscious Empath then.

Another time years later, I took up an invite from a well-known rapper after his performance…we had energy sex…this went off and on for two years. He never explained, he simply called me his Muse. He talked I listened. He cried I soothed him. He laughed I laughed. He asked deep questions I answered. He was never angry. Not in private. He wanted my energy…I gave. When I wanted to see him, he kept me at bay. That confused me e-motionally. Until I learned how to consciously take others energies for myself.

I was turned on to going to parties and clubs and “partake” of peoples energies. Energy feeding to an Empath(unskilled and skilled…)depending on whats going on in their life, can be and is to some, more important and more satisfying than physical sex. The other person may want to engage in physical acts while the Empath wants nothing more than energy.

BUT sometimes for the Empath to get what they want, they will engage in the physical act…awaken the other parties e-motions and simultaneously “partake” of the person’s energies while giving them physical satisfaction. Sometimes, the Empath keeps it on an impersonal level and just works the room, a few minutes here, a touch there, a conversation over there until they’ve had their fill of energy.

Empaths may have a preference to physically engage with the opposite gender(or same), but for energy purposes, their preferences can be both male and female.

Ultimately, unless the giver is clean and well to do spiritually, mentally, e-motionally, for the Empath the process can be draining. If the other person has been engaging in drinking and/or drug use of any kind, the Empath has to filter out that synthetic energy. Which pretty much requires energy of self and can be extremely tiresome. The Empath may be left with but a small glass of energy compared to the amount an energetically clean person can give. If the other party is e-motionally unstable, the Empath is likely to “suffer” the consequences for having “partook” of those energies.

So all in all the dance club is no place to partake of free energy. It’s scavenger-like behavior. And its really no fun if you’re in a party atmosphere and have to be shutdown. I’d like to think the VIP section or floor is specifically set up for “important” people like celebrities (the biggest energy thieves, the more famous the more the need to feed), so that they can pick and choose their “victims”…cause really how many people in the club are aware that there are energy vampyre among them? They willingly engage based on the celebrities status!

Average people think someone wants to take them home and have sex with them. And average people want to take someone home and have sex with them. An empathic subculture within the party culture is formulated around something deeper and more intimate–E-Sex–Energy Sex.