Self-Growth: Graduation!

Omgosh! Last night was so seriously deep. We , and when I say we, I mean all types of being humans and human beings! Some cannot handle strong light so the room was kept in dim lighting and there were plants around the room.

If yall could see the faces and body structures of those beings…some of them were half reptiles Their eyes were yellowish greenish or redish with and without slits.

I got to see one particular one close up…a sistah, her cheeck bones were protruded and her hair was cut short and slicked back. She had tattooed symbols on her body and her skin had scales that reflected light. She was kind of modeling herself…SHE was serious and gorgeous! There were others…male and female. They like the hiphop scene. They fit in well because nobody judges them…the culture is excepting of their look and sometimes odd behaviors.

Then there was a set of sistahs that looked similar to cats. Their eyes were sparkly and slanted…they wore some pretty makeup over them…blues and greens and their cheek bones were puffed up with smaller noses than average humans. They were smaller and rounder in stature.

They were so friendly. Apparently they went to high school with me…I recall a set of twins…one dated a very close friend of mine…she was upset that I “didnt like her”. It wasnt that…she was just so mean! Anyhoo..she asked me how was such and such and who they saw over the years. If I said I didnt recall a person they put a mental image in my head…not that it helped…Lol! I rubbed their heads and faces almost instinctively. Very lovely sistahs.

After the teacher left…the elder women began to come into the room. I flowed out of the room and into the office area where an exact replica of my office was. My coworkers were there gathered on one side….new people began to flow in. One of my coworkers said “Its time to graduate.” I said to a group of three females of varying ages “Um why are yall at my desk??” They were trainees and some of them at bags and suitcases. I called upstairs to reach my boss..she wasnt there. So I called “Sam” my coworker he was there but couldnt answer.

So I went to upstairs and the offices were seriously futuristic style! Glass and frosted glass everywhere! Outside it was raining…but nobody got wet. It was amazing! Lol. So I wanted to complain about my desk being occupied…instead my coworkers and I and everyone else were given cups packaged in sealed plastic that could be broken by only the user. I said to one of my coworkers. “WE’RE BEING DRUG TESTED??” He said “YEP THEY’RE GONNA LET A LOT OF PEOPLE GO.” I was like “Whew! I’M GLAD I DON’T DO DRUGS!”

The bathroom was just as awesome as the rest of the upstairs offices too. By the time the testing was over I exited the building the sun was out…and there were children all over the place singing and the SUN…it was so bright and fresh…there was writing on the ground but I can’t recall what it said even though I read it. BUT I WAS SO HAPPY!!

Man that whole experience was awesome! Quick interpretation:

One…the new trainees with their suitcases were humans with baggage whether emotional physical financial psychological..etc…. too much attachment to SOMETHING. TIME TO LET IT GO!

Two….the drug testing was important. REMEMBER THIS IS THE NEXT TO LAST DAY OF MECURY RETROGRADE…those who have been sustaining in the higher dimensions without SYNTHETIC STIMULANTS ie marijuana…lsd…thc…etc. have been “graduated” to other levels.

What happened to those whose testing came out not clear?…I dont know. BUT I want to encourage you all…if you’re reaching levels of consciousness under the influence of drugs…practice working at the same goal with no drugs.

The short cuts last but so long and the experiencing is not a continual building. You have to fall back down…get high again…and you dont end up where you left off…you just keep looping events or going only as far as the Void–twilight… but even in there you’re too relaxed to address your issues…instead you’re laying around wanting the mysteries to the multi-verses revealed to you just because you ask.

Im not negating your experiences… however…it feels good to have a clear mind…and not an experiment filled with “clouds” or “screens”…thats the smoke and film in your system…you dont even know whats going on cause youre so relaxed or afraid. Try projection and meditation without any substances.

Im sure I can do a whole intrepatation on just this experience alone …itll happen overtime as I apply my life to my purpose and my purpose to our lives.
10/25/2014

SElf-PROGRESS: Mercury Retrograde

This is the last night of MERCURY RETROGRADE….it was focused on addressing and clearing rooted issues that hinder our ability to grow and take on greater opportunities.

The MERCURY RETROGRADE was also focused on what growth we have acquired by “testing” our various higher abilities as lightworkers–in sleepstate and wake state scenarios. Many of us donot have as many issues as we thought…and have grown significantly. We’re just not always aware when and where to appropriately use our abilities…until the afterthought–what we should’ve said or done.

I discovered that I have the ability to detach easy…I think it’s ok. We often hear that people who detach are introverted and/depressed or…something negative. Being ones who live in heart…we tend to give genuinely and more often than not are hurt at some level..because we care. Humans request us then take what they want and then push us away. We then have the ability to detach and heal..AND get back in the water again–so to speak.

While many Watchers from the old empire believe we should stand by and not involve ourselves in human affairs…it is only in us TO be involved…otherwise we feel the sense of suffrage. So really there is a level of admiration toward us–because we’ve taken on the task of FEELING.

SO detachment can be seen as a good ability…we get a chance to rest and/or focus on our own projects for awhile.

Also I’ve found that mind expansion is not as complicated as so many experienced and/or nonexperienced people make it seem. When you become aware that you’re doing it…you realize you’ve been doing it. Every question, every wonder, every thought IS first in the multi-verse.

How many others have had the same idea as you? Or you thought someone “stole” YOUR idea? We’re all out there…we’re just reaching out to what already IS..as it reaches out to us.

First an thought/idea…a possibility…then an intention/desire…focus…work…then manifestation. Inspiration comes from spirit…from within…the multi-verse. Pay attention to inspiring thoughts within you.

Self Being: Empaths and Energy Sex (E-Sex)

Really I’d like to be at a dance club right now….but I always have an anxiety attack during the preparation….and abandon the mission. The very first time I went to a club…I fell asleep at a table…nothing but drunk tired people there. I couldn’t figure how’d that happen in such a vunerable place. I hadn’t dranked or drugged, I was 18 years old. I was not a conscious Empath then.

Another time years later, I took up an invite from a well-known rapper after his performance…we had energy sex…this went off and on for two years. He never explained, he simply called me his Muse. He talked I listened. He cried I soothed him. He laughed I laughed. He asked deep questions I answered. He was never angry. Not in private. He wanted my energy…I gave. When I wanted to see him, he kept me at bay. That confused me e-motionally. Until I learned how to consciously take others energies for myself.

I was turned on to going to parties and clubs and “partake” of peoples energies. Energy feeding to an Empath(unskilled and skilled…)depending on whats going on in their life, can be and is to some, more important and more satisfying than physical sex. The other person may want to engage in physical acts while the Empath wants nothing more than energy.

BUT sometimes for the Empath to get what they want, they will engage in the physical act…awaken the other parties e-motions and simultaneously “partake” of the person’s energies while giving them physical satisfaction. Sometimes, the Empath keeps it on an impersonal level and just works the room, a few minutes here, a touch there, a conversation over there until they’ve had their fill of energy.

Empaths may have a preference to physically engage with the opposite gender(or same), but for energy purposes, their preferences can be both male and female.

Ultimately, unless the giver is clean and well to do spiritually, mentally, e-motionally, for the Empath the process can be draining. If the other person has been engaging in drinking and/or drug use of any kind, the Empath has to filter out that synthetic energy. Which pretty much requires energy of self and can be extremely tiresome. The Empath may be left with but a small glass of energy compared to the amount an energetically clean person can give. If the other party is e-motionally unstable, the Empath is likely to “suffer” the consequences for having “partook” of those energies.

So all in all the dance club is no place to partake of free energy. It’s scavenger-like behavior. And its really no fun if you’re in a party atmosphere and have to be shutdown. I’d like to think the VIP section or floor is specifically set up for “important” people like celebrities (the biggest energy thieves, the more famous the more the need to feed), so that they can pick and choose their “victims”…cause really how many people in the club are aware that there are energy vampyre among them? They willingly engage based on the celebrities status!

Average people think someone wants to take them home and have sex with them. And average people want to take someone home and have sex with them. An empathic subculture within the party culture is formulated around something deeper and more intimate–E-Sex–Energy Sex.

Self-Motivation: The Next Step You Take

The next step you take is the one that matters. You have the power to choose right now what that step will be.

Even if you’ve been going for weeks or for years in a negative direction, your next step can be a positive one. Even if it’s a small positive step, it can change your direction and establish a new momentum.

No matter where you are or what you’ve done or failed to do, you can now choose to move toward what you value most. The way to make that choice is with your next step.

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You can wish and hope and plan and talk about where you want to go. Yet it is your next step that will actually begin to get you there.

Your next step sets the direction for your future. And you have the opportunity right now to decide what that next step will be.

Your next step is ready and waiting for you to take it. Choose to make it one that will move your whole world forward.

— Ralph Marston

Self-Encouragement: Consider Letting It Go

If you’re filled with resentment or frustration, you’re wasting your precious time and energy. The more quickly you can let the bad stuff go, the more quickly you can move on to the good stuff.

People and events will regularly cause delays, inconveniences, expenses, disappointments and worse in your life. Don’t add to the damages by letting those things keep you down.

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When people have wronged you or events have sidetracked you, you have plenty of great reasons for complaints and excuses. But complaints and excuses don’t provide anything of value to your life.

Although whatever has happened to you may be highly unfair, wrong and inconsiderate, consider letting it go. For your own sake, consider letting it go.

Instead of giving others the power to get you down, give yourself the power to move forward. Instead of being content to collect those complaints and excuses, enjoy the freedom and satisfaction of making life positive and fulfilling no matter what.

Make the choice to live with joy, intention and purpose rather than with anger and resentment. Free yourself from the world’s negativity by choosing to look ahead, to live ahead, and to get ahead.

— Ralph Marston

Self Motivation: You Can, So Do It!

Whatever it is you wish to accomplish, you can do it. You can do it if you will take the time and make the effort.

Very likely you have talked yourself out of it, and others have talked you out of it, too. Nonetheless, you can do it by making the choice and making the commitment.

It will demand the best of you, but that’s a benefit rather than a drawback. Giving your all while working toward a meaningful goal is one of the most empowering things you can do.

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And you can do it, without question, without a doubt. You can do it when you choose to start and continue making the choice to keep going.

Whatever may seem to be beyond your reach begins to draw closer the moment you begin to do the work. Instead of complaining that you don’t know what to do, just do what you can and make the commitment to learn more each step of the way.

You are here right now to achieve great and wonderful things. You can, so do it.
–Ralph Marston