Think That Big And Be Better

My thoughts in God have been so amazing in 2012 alone. The many conversations, training simulations on “how to BE”, the peaceful walks in places beyond what I ever thought to think. The preparations, the guidance; all so beautiful.

I used to have a crippling fear of death that I wouldn’t sleep for nights. I cured it in my God state.
I judged mySelf to be a worse person than I was so I was afraid to be saved. I’m saved.
I thought I couldn’t BE by mySelf outside of a relationship. I AM.
God knows Im honored to have been blessed with children. My change is greatly reflected in them, as they are my greatest and most consistent creations thus far.

Feeling the changes and noticing subtle differences in this world compared to the old world, I continue to diligently work on blending my dreams into my current reality. I sometimes think they’re just too big or that my dreams are had before its time. That only means the trinkets of this world aint doing much for my particular being these days. What I desire, money can’t afford. Peace, Love, and Harmony. Many desire these beings, so we BE.

I no longer believe that there is an entity separate from me looking to reign hell down on me, other than man. My christ in me is only as faithful and committed as my will is assuredly strong in christ.

I often hear a people griping and arguing about whom to praise, and what race should that whom be. As children we are ignorant. Our parents and grandparents grew up in a time of fear-based doctrine. They only taught us (beat into us their fear). We were taught to praise Jesus the man, whom most assume is of white persuasion. Coming into adulthood we are learned by our environment and experiences that Jesus may or may not be black. I only ever see white light, or golden showers of all the ascended masters I encounter. So for me, the argument is void. My heart tells me that I have to see things for myself to experience, otherwise I’d just still be discussing my life away and not doing what I came here to do.

Then somewhere between the new religious church and the world’s view that church is a hip-hop phrase, most get confused and abandon ship. The line between the two seems to have merged. Did the church step into the world or did the world go into the church?

May I say to all who listen. It is much easier said than done to unlearn something ingrained in us from childhood; but it is doable.

Others projections hinders a people from creating in each his/her own mind. There’s no time like NOW. At the same time that we remove something from ourSelves, something must take its place, lest we feel empty within, or unfulfilled. Fill your emptiness with God. Feel God and let God fill you.

The mind is so powerful, and man knows this! YOU know this! The invader never takes something from its host without giving something back. The give back is not good. An invader also has the ability to paralyze its host/victim, feed off of it, and then either let it die slowly or suddenly cause it a quick death, should it no longer serve its immediate purpose. In other words, the victim doesn’t know its being fed on because its been desensitized.

Victims don’t know they are victims (slaves). They are given a false sense of perception, never knowing the true; unless some particular chord is touch out of nowhere, plucked. They deny the slight feeling. It happens again. Pluck Pluck. They get to listening for it. Pluck Pluck, wake up. They look around and then at themselves, only to see parts missing. The pain hits! What the hell is going on?! Flashes of their old whole Self. What happened?! Why am I here?!  My God! I gotta save mySelf before I die. WHO got me like this?!

Now, upon waking, we first have to fight against that which feeds off us. Some of us may even fight for a while then give up and don’t even work to live for ourSelves anymore.

Those of us that keep fighting eventually learn that in order to save ourselves we have to keep looking within ourselves, removing the poison and adding self-care, to heal our whole Self. At some point, we learn that the stronger we become, the greater our strength and abilities become.

Eventually, the invader understands it no longer has the ability to control you.

Imagine if we all realized that we’re being fed off of and then we answer to that plucking chord in our spine, and then wake up and save ourSelves! The invader would break down and leave. Leaving us to live in peace again.

Think that big and BE more.

Self-Guidance: Using Spiritual Tools To Be Abled

Being saved and born again persons, and light workers and way-showers, part of being enlightened, we understand that others may not do it the same way we did it. We are spiritual soldiers; we’re not here to bring judgment on any man. There is no need to run around screaming at people on the internet or in walking life, losing our own Selves to save another. Jesus was a martyr, because he was destined for that role. He came as a teacher and a way-shower; we are to follow his way, to Self-righteousness, not death. There is no need to judge others for whatever reason you think they’re not doing all they can to save themselves.

Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God.” John 1:12

Everyone makes their own choice, no matter consciously, unconsciously, willingly, or desperate.

“…let us therefore cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light.” Romans 13:12

All kinds of ones can and will blow all the trumpets, sound the alarms, point and shout. People have turned away from God in this Age; leaving their Selves open to man’s false flags. Keep in mind that darkness is able and does present itself as light. Man believes he has one up on God, in manipulating timelines and weather and such—purposely misguiding many of you into timelines of continued fear and control. Some events are experienced by one, some by few, and still some experiences are shared by many. One must have a strong relationship with God and be sharp with the spiritual tools provided unto their Self. We’ve moved pass hope, NOW is the time for DISCERNMENT and FAITH.

My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him.  He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.” Psalm 62:1-2 

The truth is as long as YOU know for yourSelf, your relationship with God. However, some of you are so full of pride (and fear) that you hide your spirituality, even from yourSelf. You don’t practice the word, nor engage in any spiritual strengthening of Self. Continuing like this with surely set you back in confusion at a time when you’ll be called to step up to your intended role; in spirit and in truth. Remember your commitment to God before and after you were saved. Is it not true that in your own times of trouble and desperation that you cried out to God?  You know that you all don’t have to have a troubled or desperate on and off relationship with God. BE re-newed. Like you once were, they are now. Even still, what you are not does tempt you. So it’s only balance that we encourage ourselves for who we ARE and also encourage others for who they can be. Fast, pray, meditate, praise, be kind and love yourself and each other.

“But this kind does not go out except by fasting and by prayer.” Matthew 17:21

Don’t be fooled by images, sounds, and voices. In order not to do that, don’t be led by fear. At present, even God’s children (we are all sons of God through faith in Jesus Christ) are being in confusion. Be led by LOVE. Stay in Love. Be kind. Be patient. Be not envious of what you see others have; unless the spirit has made revelation to you, you don’t know another’s heart. Meet yourself where YOU are at, don’t worry about time. Just get your heart in alignment with God, and no matter what happens, you’ll be taken care of. All things work together for the good of those in accord with God’s purpose.

“Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.” Psalm 139:14

If it doesn’t feel right, it isn’t. If it feels threatening, it is. If you get caught out there, be strong in your will. Find your center and go there. And if you need to, find the strength to call out to Jesus the Christed and be saved. No matter you don’t believe right now. In the face of darkness, believe me, you will find faith in Christ. That’s the way you chose to come back unto Christ and to God; through darkness.

“I sought the LORD, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears.” Psalm 34:4

The problem is many people don’t even know they ARE in darkness. You push your limits of “free will”—until the monster shows up. Then it becomes a process to learn how to fight; because you got comfortable and let your God down; and chose to experience “free will”. A monster is only as big as your will is weak; and coming away from the world your will IS weak. A monster expects you to fight it; it loves that kind of attention. It’s an ever bigger process to learn how to love again. Love yourSelf and God again, have the power of faith in your God, and BE spiritually ABLED. You will overcome those monsters. Bless

“For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.” Psalm 91:11-2

Self-Realization: Sponsor Your Own Idea

With things going the way they are in this world, its government, and a people, one must re-train their own mind to acquire Self-fulfillment or Self-betterment NOW.

I, like most people have had many ideas that would allow me minimal dependence on the government, family, and friends. ALL of my ideas entailed me GIVING something to others. Those ideas however, were always “killed”. Fear, ridicule, dependence on others to help me financially or the backing of someone who knows someone who knows a celebrity—all these things and others “killed my idea/dreams”.

Early 2012, based on some inside knowledge, the idea came to me to sale emergency packages/survival kits. I decided to confide in a friend on how to start up the orders. We did some research and started small, ordering just first-aid kits.

Well, I don’t have to tell you who have had similar experiences, but I’m still sharing. I began to overhear my friend friends’ talking about what a “crazy idea” I had and “how do she know something’s gonna happen?!” and “nobody wants to buy survivor kits especially not in a poor neighborhood like this, they already tryna survive!”

Doubt began to creep in. Even though I had the total money to invest, I was still looking for a namesake—a person people would surely buy the kits from—a famous person. Well, I got the famous person, and he laughed and said something to the effect of, “how do I know this is gonna work?” I remember saying, “We won’t know unless we try it.” I guess he thought I was being a smart-ass, but I was not, I was being straight-forward. Anyway, he said he’d think about it, but a day later, had someone else tell me, “he can’t afford to invest in anything without some fore-seeable benefit.” I became sad, angry, regretful, embarrassed, and did try to work my idea myself but by then I had everyone elses put-downs and put-offs in my head, and in my feelings. I gave it.

Well, clearly, we all know how Hurricane Sandy has left people throughout the East Coast. Many are without homes, clothes, food, etc. I live in one of the more devastated areas; Far Rockaway, NY. The irony of the whole thing, for me, is that we were given survival kit rations. I gotta admit, I felt like Homer Simpson after a foul-up, Doh! I’m good now, and I’ve learned from that experience.

My ideas can only be valued by others when I believe in them for mySelf first.
Humans feel a need to see the future. They want to see the outcome before the work. Maybe a handful only actually get that the future never comes; whatever we’re DOing or BEing right NOW are the very manifestations of the so-called future! BE your highest Self to be able to experience your best Self and to experience your best Self LIVE YOUR TRUTH. Bless

There are those who can’t let go—won’t let go.
They are desperately gripping on to the ledge, trying to grasp at any “control” they have left over others—over you. They will fall.

Because they are now aware the choices they made are not leading to their betterment nor others, they realize they will eventually destroy themselves, and seek to take you with them any way they can—mind, body and soul. They don’t want you to “be your own man”, so to speak.

When you want to change a thought that is “rooted” in your system, BE in accord with your own new idea.
So that your mind won’t tell you you can’t and it kills the idea, do it quickly.
(Humans are trained to not want better for their selves, and to live by others thoughts. You can even discern whether this message is to your upper self-guidance.)

Then you can get into the details of how your new idea works best to evolve yourSelf BEing in your truth. The more Self-driven you are, the greater and faster the manifestation of your idea. Believe in YOURSELF.

Think about the lost hiker in the terrain. They act before they think—to the betterment of theirselves—they guarantee their own survival in each moment that they BE. Their first idea is to survive, they believe they can and then they act on doing it. The more they do to help themselves, the more they believe they with survive—and reversed. They live to BE inspirations. They are already inspirations to themselves, and survivors for theirselves. That was the idea.

So, here it is, grow your own opportunities to BE your highest expression of yourSelf by immediately acting on your own ideas.

To inspire others, inspire yourself.

Live your truth.