Self Revelation: Storm Dream

I “dreamed” last night that the water was coming up on shore….the house I was in was being covered in black dirt by some black worker men. I heard a man say “We’re preparing against the storm coming.”

I went to the top floor and looked out the window and the water was coming… there was nothing left.

I saw that there was only one other house that was covered it had a light coming from it. What I saw all I could say was JESUS! My heart skipped a beat and thumped and I fell back from the window.

Be There

The greatest love I ever had was the love I could not see. When I felt detached I thought it a dream and fought to see what I could not feel.
But I forgot in all the time I searched to see, I was losing the feeling inside of me. And looked to fill the emptiness with a veil of pretentious.
This whole thing isn’t about moving forward in so much as it is letting go. We can’t take it with us if it ain’t us. Accepting that pains us.
We know better when we get here. Then we forget. Then we remember. We go back. Then come back and then realize we can’t take it back with us.

You don’t know gut wrenching pain until you realize you separated yourself from GodSpirit. But to hear your ancestors did the same. Forgive it.

Don’t Be Led Astray

I dreamed that I was at the church I went to as a youth. My adopted father was there (who is deceased but I talk to during pivotal moments in my life). It had been announced that Jesus Christ was coming. The church was packed, and there were deacons there clearing the halls saying, “Jesus Christ is Coming!” I was standing at the back seats where I always sat. I was so glad because this meant that all of us who sat at the back of the church would be the first ones to see him coming. I was thinking that he would see me or I would touch his robe. A woman who stood behind me (which would’ve been in front of me originally) tried to distract me about my clothing (a dress with red and blue flowers). She gave me a read tie and I ran off to put it on, but halfway to the bathroom, I realized I would miss Jesus, so I dropped the tie and ran back. She was not happy. The hall lights were turned out. I thought it didn’t matter, we would know him by his light. People were clapping so loud and singing….and we were waiting…I woke up.

*In writing this dream, I see several areas that can easily match biblical  scripture. Yet, I also see so personal growth.

We easily become distracted by things that people in the world say is best for us. Do I believe this to be a prophecy dream? It doesn’t matter.

What I DO believe is that we should keep our “houses” in order, and not be distracted, to be able to experience the Light for ourselves. The council of Heaven has never led me astray. Not once.

I had a guide to prepare me for Hurricane Sandy (though I didn’t know that’s what was coming at those times). When the storm was over, my house was not touch even though it sits at the water. All others around me flooded out or worse. Sometimes I just stare at the water in silence, causing myself a headache trying to expand my mind to comprehend God.

But I know what I do know because the heavens councils know I desire to go to where God is. Of course, I must focus on NOW, HERE, in order to that. I’m in love with God. People still ask or look at my house and don’t get it. That’s God loving me too!

That’s how it’s been my whole life. Except I’ve been intently listening since 12/25/11; now I have journals and typed papers of “dreams” and experiences. And I’m so grateful to be a traveler.

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The Light Overcomes All Illusion

I recalled when the world was much younger, matching my years; everybody was enjoying free will. The entertainment phase of that time boomed right when cable networking appeared. Food was splashed with msg and pretty colors, and the most addictive substance on the market, sugar, was sprinkled on and in everything. Folk were pulled out of nature and into their houses…to watch television…and eat. There was no such thing as recycling yet, and folk went wild with their imaginations; they wanted it, they got credit and they got it.

Nowadays, they’ve been “taught” to recycle their garbage and their beings; just throw away their feelings into the garbage. How else could they “protect” all they’ve acquired; even relationships?

Then came privacy and confidentiality. Privacy gives people a sense of hiding their THINGS and GOING-ONS from view of others. While confidentiality gives people a sense hiding the RESULT/CONSEQUENCE of what those THINGS and GOING-ONS have done to their/others lives. Anything from health, crimes,.habits, drugs, and even relationships and money (including lottery winners). It’s not all negatives.

Throwing away feelings throws away a sense of community. People have become just neighbors, and barely know each other; except to say hello should their eyes mistakenly meet. This is part reason why we who’ve been here all along, are coming to surface, are looked upon as “crazy” or “outsiders”. We say hello. We smile. We hug. We encourage. We notice. And noticing people, and giving compliments causes uncomfortibility—because feelings are stirred. Any heart-felt or spirited connection is abruptly disconnected.

Some of what happens in reference to trickery and formulating illusion on human minds, is sought through movies as entertainment; so they believe that if they didn’t see in the theater, on television or the news—“it ain’t true”. Humans are very suspicious of what’s not drenched in glitz and glamour and money.

In a music video I recently saw, a singer was drugged “into” buying a dream. Recalling my own experience, I thought, “Whew, I’m glad I didn’t do that!” So when I say I suffer because I’m determined, I mean it in the sense that I live in this world but not of it. I work for God. However, I can now easily see how that same statement plays out for the other team as well. I’ve had the opportunity on a few occasions, to have anything I can imagine, in this world. I refused every time. Because at the head of all in THIS world, is just man. I admit, I almost slipped up a few times, having had pen in hand, having been intimidated upon refusal. I’ve seen people I knew of here, over there, and I just think, “Just for THAT, she/he sold their soul??”

We feel tired sometimes being conductors “holding it together” for the sake of HOPING that ALL wake up soon. Now we’ve moved away from hope into FAITH; having increased numbers amongst ourSelves. Because we know the Light overcomes all darknesses.
Be blessed.

Self-Being: Embrace Your Whole Self And Keep Peace Within

When a young child sees its shadow, he/she becomes defensive and attempts to “get rid of it”. Children throw air punches, stomp at it, and even shout at their shadows.
Children are light-workers within their own rights. They encompass truth, love, joy, compassion, empathy, and such. In my dreams, I often see circles of dancing and singing children at the top of something as the sun rises in the east. On one occasion, I was encircled by many of them as they singed and danced—the light was so warm. I danced with them. We were all in a peaceful place.
Children who become alarmed at seeing their shadows become into a momentary state of encountering physical darkness (not night time). They’re alarmed because the environment is light and suddenly this dark thing is attached to them—doing everything they do—without a face or anything else of matter—other than darkness.
I’ve observed this “struggle” in my own children at one time or another; and as well as other children. Avoid calling the child names or snapping at them. Give them about two minutes to interact with their selves. Just observe quietly(unless they begin to attack their physical self, which I’ve seen children ripping at clothing and more). Then intervene by bringing them back into a peaceful state. Explain to them that their shadow doesn’t go anywhere, even when they can’t see it. It’s a part of their being.
There’s a lesson to be learned about embracing ones own lightness as well as darkness to keep Self-peace, within and without. ALL IS and IS NOT. ALL is light and dark, up and down, here and there, and everywhere and nowhere. One must embrace that which they ARE NOT as much as that which they ARE. Fighting against yourSelf will only leave you to always have something to be distracted by other than the betterment of yourSelf—your peace.
Acknowledge your dark side as well as your light side. Your ego is still there, its just that NOW your life is guided by your higher beings; your positive Self. This higher being raises your frequencies. Ego loves a fight, to be noticed—to be in control to serve itself through your ignorance; and it is ego that keeps your frequencies low.
To obtain and keep peace within yourSelf, acknowledge your light and dark selves. Bless your whole Self and also bless those beings that do not serve to evolve your higher Self—and let them go, and avoid seeking those things out again. Live your truth. Bless
Gem:
When one is thinking about/doing something, there’s a certain vibration or energy that works specifically with thought processing—I like to think of it as God‘s will coming in before my actions. If the though does not match the vibrations of ones higher self,  a “battle” with their ego happens. A lot of Self convincing to down right ignorance goes on during a “ego battle”.
Now, if you decide to go with your higher self (higher vibrations)…you continue on to prosper in peace and joy and love; time is not a factor. Simple as that!
If you decide to go with your ego….well now. Let’s see:
You get an instant false feel-good gratification—until the thing you chose is taken away or used up. Then you have emotional imbalances/dis-eases (regret, shame, guilt, depression, anger, etc. Then you smack your forehead, “I KNEW better! I shouldn’t have done that! Damn, I should’ve listened to mySelf!!” Now you either wallow in more dis-ease with your yourself, blame yourSelf for not being strong and dwell in self-pity, OR,  you’ll get up, admit to yourself you were wrong, ask for forgiveness unto yourself and God. Go start again on the higher chord or choose something else to better yourself.
Either way, it’s still your choice, but why all the unnecessary pain if you know better?
Bless

Self-Acceptance: Embrace Anticipation And Become A Creator

I made notice over the last few weeks, that issues we’ve all hidden under our surfaces in our hearts, are coming up; and they must be addressed by none other than ourSelves. We’re always given an opportunity to create our own destinies, it comes with the “free will” package. Otherwise we end up experiencing fate.

It isn’t that God wants us to lose anything, we simply are to make new ground for BEing truthful in our hearts, BEing spirited. To build anew we must clear away the old; much like a condemned building. Outside, it may look fine with no noticeable problems, but looking inside, there’s great damage, badly in need of reconstruction. So the building must be gutting and in some causes, completely knocked down. This is when we think in terms that we as humans sometimes have to lose it all in order to find ourSelves. If not all, we often lose things and people very dear to us, ranging from homes to family, relationships of sorts, to jobs, and various in-betweens. However, we can also think of gainful possibilities.

Resistance to acceptance to change causes that hell-like pain. That’s our minds, actually, it’s our egos. It may be that we feel like what, “What did I do to deserve this?!” Maybe something, or maybe nothing. But your vibrations in the universe accepts that it is time for change. Believe it or not, your God-frequency is not centered. We’re expected to be in acceptance to change, even embrace it lovingly, in anticipation, not expectation.

Why anticipation? Simply because when we don’t know what to expect, we anticipate. Anticipation raises our awareness to be ready, willing and able to embrace opportunities, and make them our own. When we are the creators of our own destinies, then we know what to expect. Believing in ourSelves, our abilities, and our powers to create let’s us BE in the highest frequencies of the universe. The higher the frequency, the clearer and more direct and unobstructed the path; and the quicker the manifestation of our desires. THAT is how we can have anything that we desire. Believe it in your best intention for yourSelf, and others. Begin to see it and experience it.

I know it’s easier said than done; this is part of the reasoning to clearing beings that no longer serve to our highest selves. It is very difficult to BE a creator, let alone create, when we are being in low frequencies or vibrations. I’m having to making changes in my own life that was causing so much pain, until I realized, “How bad can it be? I trust that I’m making the right decision.” Making that simple statement from within mySelf raises my vibrations into a higher frequency. The more I affirm my positive state in being, the higher my vibrations, and thus, the more attractive I am to the higher frequencies.

We normally can’t see down the line, because there is none. Not in wake-state. Dreams and visions even give us just a glimpse of possible timelines. It is our duty as dreamweavers to create the best possible timeline to serve our highest being. What we do NOW is how we BE now; and doing gives us a plethora of opportunities to create our better beings; our highest beings, albeit ego. Every moment that we clear ground after a storm, or even feel so much as a “wrong” vibration, is an opportunity for us to stay in alignment with higher frequencies and consistently live our truths.

We want the good of everything, but we fear to release the pain of what is no longer serving to our highest purpose. So many questions come up, so much doubt, shame, anger, and tears! BUT, that comes from a place of Self-judgement. We judge ourSelves based in fear of change and expectation, when really we ought to be embracing the process of anticipation to change.

Attachments, to people and things cause pain at the very thought of having to let go. We set ourselves up because we know better; that nothing in the world lasts forever. The only constant is change. Become into awareness of yourSelf and see your current state for what it is, and know that by guiding your own destiny NOW, changes the past, and creates a better “future” for all.