Self Revelation: Storm Dream

I “dreamed” last night that the water was coming up on shore….the house I was in was being covered in black dirt by some black worker men. I heard a man say “We’re preparing against the storm coming.”

I went to the top floor and looked out the window and the water was coming… there was nothing left.

I saw that there was only one other house that was covered it had a light coming from it. What I saw all I could say was JESUS! My heart skipped a beat and thumped and I fell back from the window.

Self Reflection: Don’t Hold It Against Me

Don’t Hold It Against Me

by Hurit Nititka

 

Don’t hold it against me…

because it’s evident that by our truths we are not all created equal.

 

For him…

the color of his skin automatically gets him in, whatever he wants,

no questions asked accept, what denomination would like your money in?

 

For her…

birth should be beautiful but instead they say… look at you, what did you do, you just ruined your life.

It would’ve been acceptable had he made you his wife.

 

For him…

a mistake cost him dearly, now he’s locked upstate,

moms kept warning him to stop….not hard enough,

cause his siblings was hungry, and shit got tough.

He knew the risks and still tried his luck.

 

For her…

family denied her cause she wouldn’t abort

so she moved in with him and the first night they fought,

and the second night, the third night and the fourth.

He beat her so bad she now has a limp, a flinch and nervous cough.

He suddenly lost his job and now she carryin’ TWO kids, and she thinkin’,

would it really have been different if we first got married?

 

And him…

he got struggles but they can’t see through the lives he juggle.

Best at his game, best at his lies, he thinks if he fuck enough girls…

they won’t know he like guys.

 

And them…

they all looks, fucked in all kind of industries, then made a milli…off a book.

But you know what?

If they get fucked hard to the soul they can live their dream,

they finer than pimps in suits sellin’ their scheme.

 

And you…

talent for sell…momma said do something better with ya life…

but you didn’t…o well.

A hundred bitches, a hundred lives, and a hundred thousand dollar rides, sir just sign there…

yeah right there on the dotted line.

Now, what denomination would you like your loan in?

 

So don’t hold it against me for seeing the evidence that our truths are not all created equal.

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Don’t Be Led Astray

I dreamed that I was at the church I went to as a youth. My adopted father was there (who is deceased but I talk to during pivotal moments in my life). It had been announced that Jesus Christ was coming. The church was packed, and there were deacons there clearing the halls saying, “Jesus Christ is Coming!” I was standing at the back seats where I always sat. I was so glad because this meant that all of us who sat at the back of the church would be the first ones to see him coming. I was thinking that he would see me or I would touch his robe. A woman who stood behind me (which would’ve been in front of me originally) tried to distract me about my clothing (a dress with red and blue flowers). She gave me a read tie and I ran off to put it on, but halfway to the bathroom, I realized I would miss Jesus, so I dropped the tie and ran back. She was not happy. The hall lights were turned out. I thought it didn’t matter, we would know him by his light. People were clapping so loud and singing….and we were waiting…I woke up.

*In writing this dream, I see several areas that can easily match biblical  scripture. Yet, I also see so personal growth.

We easily become distracted by things that people in the world say is best for us. Do I believe this to be a prophecy dream? It doesn’t matter.

What I DO believe is that we should keep our “houses” in order, and not be distracted, to be able to experience the Light for ourselves. The council of Heaven has never led me astray. Not once.

I had a guide to prepare me for Hurricane Sandy (though I didn’t know that’s what was coming at those times). When the storm was over, my house was not touch even though it sits at the water. All others around me flooded out or worse. Sometimes I just stare at the water in silence, causing myself a headache trying to expand my mind to comprehend God.

But I know what I do know because the heavens councils know I desire to go to where God is. Of course, I must focus on NOW, HERE, in order to that. I’m in love with God. People still ask or look at my house and don’t get it. That’s God loving me too!

That’s how it’s been my whole life. Except I’ve been intently listening since 12/25/11; now I have journals and typed papers of “dreams” and experiences. And I’m so grateful to be a traveler.

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Think That Big And Be Better

My thoughts in God have been so amazing in 2012 alone. The many conversations, training simulations on “how to BE”, the peaceful walks in places beyond what I ever thought to think. The preparations, the guidance; all so beautiful.

I used to have a crippling fear of death that I wouldn’t sleep for nights. I cured it in my God state.
I judged mySelf to be a worse person than I was so I was afraid to be saved. I’m saved.
I thought I couldn’t BE by mySelf outside of a relationship. I AM.
God knows Im honored to have been blessed with children. My change is greatly reflected in them, as they are my greatest and most consistent creations thus far.

Feeling the changes and noticing subtle differences in this world compared to the old world, I continue to diligently work on blending my dreams into my current reality. I sometimes think they’re just too big or that my dreams are had before its time. That only means the trinkets of this world aint doing much for my particular being these days. What I desire, money can’t afford. Peace, Love, and Harmony. Many desire these beings, so we BE.

I no longer believe that there is an entity separate from me looking to reign hell down on me, other than man. My christ in me is only as faithful and committed as my will is assuredly strong in christ.

I often hear a people griping and arguing about whom to praise, and what race should that whom be. As children we are ignorant. Our parents and grandparents grew up in a time of fear-based doctrine. They only taught us (beat into us their fear). We were taught to praise Jesus the man, whom most assume is of white persuasion. Coming into adulthood we are learned by our environment and experiences that Jesus may or may not be black. I only ever see white light, or golden showers of all the ascended masters I encounter. So for me, the argument is void. My heart tells me that I have to see things for myself to experience, otherwise I’d just still be discussing my life away and not doing what I came here to do.

Then somewhere between the new religious church and the world’s view that church is a hip-hop phrase, most get confused and abandon ship. The line between the two seems to have merged. Did the church step into the world or did the world go into the church?

May I say to all who listen. It is much easier said than done to unlearn something ingrained in us from childhood; but it is doable.

Others projections hinders a people from creating in each his/her own mind. There’s no time like NOW. At the same time that we remove something from ourSelves, something must take its place, lest we feel empty within, or unfulfilled. Fill your emptiness with God. Feel God and let God fill you.

The mind is so powerful, and man knows this! YOU know this! The invader never takes something from its host without giving something back. The give back is not good. An invader also has the ability to paralyze its host/victim, feed off of it, and then either let it die slowly or suddenly cause it a quick death, should it no longer serve its immediate purpose. In other words, the victim doesn’t know its being fed on because its been desensitized.

Victims don’t know they are victims (slaves). They are given a false sense of perception, never knowing the true; unless some particular chord is touch out of nowhere, plucked. They deny the slight feeling. It happens again. Pluck Pluck. They get to listening for it. Pluck Pluck, wake up. They look around and then at themselves, only to see parts missing. The pain hits! What the hell is going on?! Flashes of their old whole Self. What happened?! Why am I here?!  My God! I gotta save mySelf before I die. WHO got me like this?!

Now, upon waking, we first have to fight against that which feeds off us. Some of us may even fight for a while then give up and don’t even work to live for ourSelves anymore.

Those of us that keep fighting eventually learn that in order to save ourselves we have to keep looking within ourselves, removing the poison and adding self-care, to heal our whole Self. At some point, we learn that the stronger we become, the greater our strength and abilities become.

Eventually, the invader understands it no longer has the ability to control you.

Imagine if we all realized that we’re being fed off of and then we answer to that plucking chord in our spine, and then wake up and save ourSelves! The invader would break down and leave. Leaving us to live in peace again.

Think that big and BE more.
Bless

Self-Guidance: Using Spiritual Tools To Be Abled

Being saved and born again persons, and light workers and way-showers, part of being enlightened, we understand that others may not do it the same way we did it. We are spiritual soldiers; we’re not here to bring judgment on any man. There is no need to run around screaming at people on the internet or in walking life, losing our own Selves to save another. Jesus was a martyr, because he was destined for that role. He came as a teacher and a way-shower; we are to follow his way, to Self-righteousness, not death. There is no need to judge others for whatever reason you think they’re not doing all they can to save themselves.

Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God.” John 1:12

Everyone makes their own choice, no matter consciously, unconsciously, willingly, or desperate.

“…let us therefore cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light.” Romans 13:12

All kinds of ones can and will blow all the trumpets, sound the alarms, point and shout. People have turned away from God in this Age; leaving their Selves open to man’s false flags. Keep in mind that darkness is able and does present itself as light. Man believes he has one up on God, in manipulating timelines and weather and such—purposely misguiding many of you into timelines of continued fear and control. Some events are experienced by one, some by few, and still some experiences are shared by many. One must have a strong relationship with God and be sharp with the spiritual tools provided unto their Self. We’ve moved pass hope, NOW is the time for DISCERNMENT and FAITH.

My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him.  He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.” Psalm 62:1-2 

The truth is as long as YOU know for yourSelf, your relationship with God. However, some of you are so full of pride (and fear) that you hide your spirituality, even from yourSelf. You don’t practice the word, nor engage in any spiritual strengthening of Self. Continuing like this with surely set you back in confusion at a time when you’ll be called to step up to your intended role; in spirit and in truth. Remember your commitment to God before and after you were saved. Is it not true that in your own times of trouble and desperation that you cried out to God?  You know that you all don’t have to have a troubled or desperate on and off relationship with God. BE re-newed. Like you once were, they are now. Even still, what you are not does tempt you. So it’s only balance that we encourage ourselves for who we ARE and also encourage others for who they can be. Fast, pray, meditate, praise, be kind and love yourself and each other.

“But this kind does not go out except by fasting and by prayer.” Matthew 17:21

Don’t be fooled by images, sounds, and voices. In order not to do that, don’t be led by fear. At present, even God’s children (we are all sons of God through faith in Jesus Christ) are being in confusion. Be led by LOVE. Stay in Love. Be kind. Be patient. Be not envious of what you see others have; unless the spirit has made revelation to you, you don’t know another’s heart. Meet yourself where YOU are at, don’t worry about time. Just get your heart in alignment with God, and no matter what happens, you’ll be taken care of. All things work together for the good of those in accord with God’s purpose.

“Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.” Psalm 139:14

If it doesn’t feel right, it isn’t. If it feels threatening, it is. If you get caught out there, be strong in your will. Find your center and go there. And if you need to, find the strength to call out to Jesus the Christed and be saved. No matter you don’t believe right now. In the face of darkness, believe me, you will find faith in Christ. That’s the way you chose to come back unto Christ and to God; through darkness.

“I sought the LORD, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears.” Psalm 34:4

The problem is many people don’t even know they ARE in darkness. You push your limits of “free will”—until the monster shows up. Then it becomes a process to learn how to fight; because you got comfortable and let your God down; and chose to experience “free will”. A monster is only as big as your will is weak; and coming away from the world your will IS weak. A monster expects you to fight it; it loves that kind of attention. It’s an ever bigger process to learn how to love again. Love yourSelf and God again, have the power of faith in your God, and BE spiritually ABLED. You will overcome those monsters. Bless

“For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.” Psalm 91:11-2