Self-Growth: Graduation!

Omgosh! Last night was so seriously deep. We , and when I say we, I mean all types of being humans and human beings! Some cannot handle strong light so the room was kept in dim lighting and there were plants around the room.

If yall could see the faces and body structures of those beings…some of them were half reptiles Their eyes were yellowish greenish or redish with and without slits.

I got to see one particular one close up…a sistah, her cheeck bones were protruded and her hair was cut short and slicked back. She had tattooed symbols on her body and her skin had scales that reflected light. She was kind of modeling herself…SHE was serious and gorgeous! There were others…male and female. They like the hiphop scene. They fit in well because nobody judges them…the culture is excepting of their look and sometimes odd behaviors.

Then there was a set of sistahs that looked similar to cats. Their eyes were sparkly and slanted…they wore some pretty makeup over them…blues and greens and their cheek bones were puffed up with smaller noses than average humans. They were smaller and rounder in stature.

They were so friendly. Apparently they went to high school with me…I recall a set of twins…one dated a very close friend of mine…she was upset that I “didnt like her”. It wasnt that…she was just so mean! Anyhoo..she asked me how was such and such and who they saw over the years. If I said I didnt recall a person they put a mental image in my head…not that it helped…Lol! I rubbed their heads and faces almost instinctively. Very lovely sistahs.

After the teacher left…the elder women began to come into the room. I flowed out of the room and into the office area where an exact replica of my office was. My coworkers were there gathered on one side….new people began to flow in. One of my coworkers said “Its time to graduate.” I said to a group of three females of varying ages “Um why are yall at my desk??” They were trainees and some of them at bags and suitcases. I called upstairs to reach my boss..she wasnt there. So I called “Sam” my coworker he was there but couldnt answer.

So I went to upstairs and the offices were seriously futuristic style! Glass and frosted glass everywhere! Outside it was raining…but nobody got wet. It was amazing! Lol. So I wanted to complain about my desk being occupied…instead my coworkers and I and everyone else were given cups packaged in sealed plastic that could be broken by only the user. I said to one of my coworkers. “WE’RE BEING DRUG TESTED??” He said “YEP THEY’RE GONNA LET A LOT OF PEOPLE GO.” I was like “Whew! I’M GLAD I DON’T DO DRUGS!”

The bathroom was just as awesome as the rest of the upstairs offices too. By the time the testing was over I exited the building the sun was out…and there were children all over the place singing and the SUN…it was so bright and fresh…there was writing on the ground but I can’t recall what it said even though I read it. BUT I WAS SO HAPPY!!

Man that whole experience was awesome! Quick interpretation:

One…the new trainees with their suitcases were humans with baggage whether emotional physical financial psychological..etc…. too much attachment to SOMETHING. TIME TO LET IT GO!

Two….the drug testing was important. REMEMBER THIS IS THE NEXT TO LAST DAY OF MECURY RETROGRADE…those who have been sustaining in the higher dimensions without SYNTHETIC STIMULANTS ie marijuana…lsd…thc…etc. have been “graduated” to other levels.

What happened to those whose testing came out not clear?…I dont know. BUT I want to encourage you all…if you’re reaching levels of consciousness under the influence of drugs…practice working at the same goal with no drugs.

The short cuts last but so long and the experiencing is not a continual building. You have to fall back down…get high again…and you dont end up where you left off…you just keep looping events or going only as far as the Void–twilight… but even in there you’re too relaxed to address your issues…instead you’re laying around wanting the mysteries to the multi-verses revealed to you just because you ask.

Im not negating your experiences… however…it feels good to have a clear mind…and not an experiment filled with “clouds” or “screens”…thats the smoke and film in your system…you dont even know whats going on cause youre so relaxed or afraid. Try projection and meditation without any substances.

Im sure I can do a whole intrepatation on just this experience alone …itll happen overtime as I apply my life to my purpose and my purpose to our lives.
10/25/2014

The Light Chamber

I went into a light chamber last night. I was singing the pain away, and calling Jesus between breaths. I FELT the song I sang in every fiber of my being. It was my song-the more I let go the greater I sang!

It felt like my soul was being sucked with every note I belted out. The depths of my soul was being cleansed. There was a bed there, but I couldn’t lie down, I was too caught up in my spirit.

When you finally sing your own song, you’ll understand-the only way TO survive is in the spirit. You’ll be yourself-in a different light-of your truth.

God is light. God is love.

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