Willful Relationships: I Love You Now Change

Sistahs…the hardest thing for many of us to admit is….”It’s ME!” Ok granted your man/boyfriend/husband actually is being “wrong” toward you—in any way that wrong may be described. You must realize it is YOU who keeps his negative flow fed; you continually tolerate the pain caused to you (physical, emotional, mental, financial) by allowing what he is doing “wrong” to live in your energy aura. In other words it’s YOU!

Your partner is going to be who he is until he learns to know better AND be better…and he’s going to do what he does…until he learns to do AND does better. Fault lies in the person who thinks they know a person better than that person knows them self…and attempts to change them. You’re implying that there is something wrong with him in the first place. Not the man God sent you…no way!!! (slanted)

What you attempt to see and bring out of them, you must first see and bring out of your self. In other words, for every wrong you see in him, what is it about yourself that limits your thinking to a negative state?

People don’t change according to OUR will— unless they fear us by some distress or threatening state we place them in. Who’s to say even still we are experiencing their truth? How many times have you heard of the prisoner to writes a “confession” under forced pressure? You can try to force someone to “stay” with you but for so long–eventually truth will split from the lie, leaving the lie exposed to address itself.

Who wants to live in a fear-filled relationship disguised as Love when in company of others (who are blind to truth)…but behind closed doors…o boy…you’re tearing his head off about every little thing? From him looking at other humans with his own two eyes…to the tone in which he said hello to someone. Where is the freedom to love and BE as each human with their own will?

SO we can scream and fuss and cry and pout and ask everyone between humans and heaven, “Why won’t he change?!!!” He won’t change even when he does…because YOU haven’t changed in order to see the change in him.

And he’ll move forward without you…because you still harp on his old ways and therefore cannot see the good in him…because you can no longer see your own good. You’re too busy fussing, being angry, and picking fights. You don’t trust him…because you don’t trust yourself. You hate him…because you’ve grown to hate yourself.

And if he does continue to transgress against you, you grow more into contempt, when you really should let go. Letting go is a strong message to ANYONE who hurts you. It says, “I love you but not enough to hurt myself for you.”

SO–your prayer was answered—and he did change…but so did you—for worse. How’s that working out for you where you’re at?

The Light Chamber

I went into a light chamber last night. I was singing the pain away, and calling Jesus between breaths. I FELT the song I sang in every fiber of my being. It was my song-the more I let go the greater I sang!

It felt like my soul was being sucked with every note I belted out. The depths of my soul was being cleansed. There was a bed there, but I couldn’t lie down, I was too caught up in my spirit.

When you finally sing your own song, you’ll understand-the only way TO survive is in the spirit. You’ll be yourself-in a different light-of your truth.

God is light. God is love.

We Reap What We Sow

But also, I saw some events from my past in that same space. I forgave all of those people for mocking me, stealing from me, and abusing me, and I forgave myself for being ignorant. We prepared to leave, and some of the people ran to the echo space and said things that would serve only themselves. I used it also but we’ll keep that private. :0)

We Reap What We Sow

One of my dreams last night, I was at a place with some other people as students. We sat high above something of a big space. It was beautiful and some parts one could see their reflection. We were informed that it echoes what we speak. We were told to be mindful of our intentions before were spoke into the echo space, because what we put out would come back. Including our thoughts.
But also, I saw some events from my past in that same space. I forgave all of those people for mocking me, stealing from me, and abusing me, and I forgave myself for being ignorant. We prepared to leave, and some of the people ran to the echo space and said things that would serve only themselves. I used it also but we’ll keep that private. :0)

Self-Realization: Lucid Dreams, Curing Habits, and Being Self-Creative

Before I became aware that the experience is called lucid dreaming, I was just curious about what goes on beyond earth. I was always a lucid dreamer; but whenever I recalled my stories to people in the wide bottom they said I was “crazy” and a “liar”. Others wanted to use me to their own will. I still do share, only I know better for myself. I’m seeing more people like myself; I do observe that in lucid dream states we all have the ability to “guide” our environment. Criticism doesn’t bother me, as I know only God judges fairly. When I say awakened, I mean that literally. I was asleep and then I woke up. Upon waking, I’m enlightened, and am able to bring what I experienced out there back to here.

Of course there are different routes to enlightenment for those who seek. I’m not saying what I learned here is defunct, but in comparison to the outer limits? Humans (I know, not alllll) are narrow-minded and judge-mentally sickened. They’re obsessed with awards and things and money to make them feel good, without truly being able to say they’re “Self-made”. Many can create their own experiences, but even more can’t. They’re so bogged downnnnn…by THINGS and maintaining others successes. OTHERS decide how successful their dream weavers will be. I DO admit that it takes a lot to weave your own dream, as the world doesn’t exactly promote humans “breaking away” from the masses to be their own Selves. One can really find themselves without supports, especially if no one else believes in their dream with them.

Everybody’s truth isn’t the same, but many people do share the same dreams, I’ve interacted with many people I know here; from loving to fearsome. So I can understand the selfishness after the dream is reached….people say, “You wasn’t in the studio creating with me!” Humans are so young in the game, because they forget to APPLY their spirit and their truth to obtain freedoms or whatever it is that they are seeking. They discuss it, march for it, pursue it, but so few obtain anything, in spirit and in truth. Heaven is my peace. Heaven is my reality. It is in the outer universe that I find mySelf whenever I have an issue weighing on me here, or when I just want to BE. I don’t always have to be asleep either, I’ve shared many a picture and described much of what I can see or feel just walking down the street. It’s the experience of my reality that I create. I still see the world, am living in this world, but I choose not to be a part of what is, in my eyes, universal and planetary atrocities. Every day I choose to stay another—to show others another way.

In one of my writings, I shared how I cured a past habit of emotional eating. During a lucid dream one night; I encountered a people at an event where we were guests. It felt something like a talk show. They continuously laughed because we (humans) eat chickens; there were even pictures of cooked foods on a big screen. Anytime anyone just said “chicken” the audience would roar up in laughter and claps again and again. I felt mocked and I didn’t want to be there. But just before I chose to leave, I heard a question (communication is telepathic beyond 3D) on the edge on my mind, “How can consuming food make you feel good emotionally?” I woke up, and haven’t seen food the same way since. There’s no going all the way to the city just to buy cake. I use to love cake; enough to travel further than I would for a man. I don’t love cake, or twizzlers, or fruit punch, or any food anymore. I just eat—to live. I don’t complain to mySelf during fast. I don’t feel bogged down and heavy.

I don’t feel a need to replace my emotions with foods; such a being doesn’t fit to the truth and vibration of who I am. Humans cure emotional eating with HEALTHY emotional eating. I unlearned both; such a habit was a hindrance to how far I can be able to travel and to much more ease. I may sound cocky but I do not intend to, you’ll see when you get there. In comparison, with all the back-peddling techniques to overcome dis-ease that I learned here; it took me only one trip beyond myself to see my Self about that eating habit. I’ve used lucid dreaming to heal much of my dis-ease and negative habits.

Sometimes, you may have the same dream multiple times, before you realize the thing chasing you is not a monster; it’s a habit, or a situation trying to get your attention, that you need to address. Face it. Overcome.

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