SElf-PROGRESS: Mercury Retrograde

This is the last night of MERCURY RETROGRADE….it was focused on addressing and clearing rooted issues that hinder our ability to grow and take on greater opportunities.

The MERCURY RETROGRADE was also focused on what growth we have acquired by “testing” our various higher abilities as lightworkers–in sleepstate and wake state scenarios. Many of us donot have as many issues as we thought…and have grown significantly. We’re just not always aware when and where to appropriately use our abilities…until the afterthought–what we should’ve said or done.

I discovered that I have the ability to detach easy…I think it’s ok. We often hear that people who detach are introverted and/depressed or…something negative. Being ones who live in heart…we tend to give genuinely and more often than not are hurt at some level..because we care. Humans request us then take what they want and then push us away. We then have the ability to detach and heal..AND get back in the water again–so to speak.

While many Watchers from the old empire believe we should stand by and not involve ourselves in human affairs…it is only in us TO be involved…otherwise we feel the sense of suffrage. So really there is a level of admiration toward us–because we’ve taken on the task of FEELING.

SO detachment can be seen as a good ability…we get a chance to rest and/or focus on our own projects for awhile.

Also I’ve found that mind expansion is not as complicated as so many experienced and/or nonexperienced people make it seem. When you become aware that you’re doing it…you realize you’ve been doing it. Every question, every wonder, every thought IS first in the multi-verse.

How many others have had the same idea as you? Or you thought someone “stole” YOUR idea? We’re all out there…we’re just reaching out to what already IS..as it reaches out to us.

First an thought/idea…a possibility…then an intention/desire…focus…work…then manifestation. Inspiration comes from spirit…from within…the multi-verse. Pay attention to inspiring thoughts within you.

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Self Being: Empaths and Energy Sex (E-Sex)

Really I’d like to be at a dance club right now….but I always have an anxiety attack during the preparation….and abandon the mission. The very first time I went to a club…I fell asleep at a table…nothing but drunk tired people there. I couldn’t figure how’d that happen in such a vunerable place. I hadn’t dranked or drugged, I was 18 years old. I was not a conscious Empath then.

Another time years later, I took up an invite from a well-known rapper after his performance…we had energy sex…this went off and on for two years. He never explained, he simply called me his Muse. He talked I listened. He cried I soothed him. He laughed I laughed. He asked deep questions I answered. He was never angry. Not in private. He wanted my energy…I gave. When I wanted to see him, he kept me at bay. That confused me e-motionally. Until I learned how to consciously take others energies for myself.

I was turned on to going to parties and clubs and “partake” of peoples energies. Energy feeding to an Empath(unskilled and skilled…)depending on whats going on in their life, can be and is to some, more important and more satisfying than physical sex. The other person may want to engage in physical acts while the Empath wants nothing more than energy.

BUT sometimes for the Empath to get what they want, they will engage in the physical act…awaken the other parties e-motions and simultaneously “partake” of the person’s energies while giving them physical satisfaction. Sometimes, the Empath keeps it on an impersonal level and just works the room, a few minutes here, a touch there, a conversation over there until they’ve had their fill of energy.

Empaths may have a preference to physically engage with the opposite gender(or same), but for energy purposes, their preferences can be both male and female.

Ultimately, unless the giver is clean and well to do spiritually, mentally, e-motionally, for the Empath the process can be draining. If the other person has been engaging in drinking and/or drug use of any kind, the Empath has to filter out that synthetic energy. Which pretty much requires energy of self and can be extremely tiresome. The Empath may be left with but a small glass of energy compared to the amount an energetically clean person can give. If the other party is e-motionally unstable, the Empath is likely to “suffer” the consequences for having “partook” of those energies.

So all in all the dance club is no place to partake of free energy. It’s scavenger-like behavior. And its really no fun if you’re in a party atmosphere and have to be shutdown. I’d like to think the VIP section or floor is specifically set up for “important” people like celebrities (the biggest energy thieves, the more famous the more the need to feed), so that they can pick and choose their “victims”…cause really how many people in the club are aware that there are energy vampyre among them? They willingly engage based on the celebrities status!

Average people think someone wants to take them home and have sex with them. And average people want to take someone home and have sex with them. An empathic subculture within the party culture is formulated around something deeper and more intimate–E-Sex–Energy Sex.

Self-Motivation: The Next Step You Take

The next step you take is the one that matters. You have the power to choose right now what that step will be.

Even if you’ve been going for weeks or for years in a negative direction, your next step can be a positive one. Even if it’s a small positive step, it can change your direction and establish a new momentum.

No matter where you are or what you’ve done or failed to do, you can now choose to move toward what you value most. The way to make that choice is with your next step.

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You can wish and hope and plan and talk about where you want to go. Yet it is your next step that will actually begin to get you there.

Your next step sets the direction for your future. And you have the opportunity right now to decide what that next step will be.

Your next step is ready and waiting for you to take it. Choose to make it one that will move your whole world forward.

— Ralph Marston

Self-Encouragement: Consider Letting It Go

If you’re filled with resentment or frustration, you’re wasting your precious time and energy. The more quickly you can let the bad stuff go, the more quickly you can move on to the good stuff.

People and events will regularly cause delays, inconveniences, expenses, disappointments and worse in your life. Don’t add to the damages by letting those things keep you down.

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When people have wronged you or events have sidetracked you, you have plenty of great reasons for complaints and excuses. But complaints and excuses don’t provide anything of value to your life.

Although whatever has happened to you may be highly unfair, wrong and inconsiderate, consider letting it go. For your own sake, consider letting it go.

Instead of giving others the power to get you down, give yourself the power to move forward. Instead of being content to collect those complaints and excuses, enjoy the freedom and satisfaction of making life positive and fulfilling no matter what.

Make the choice to live with joy, intention and purpose rather than with anger and resentment. Free yourself from the world’s negativity by choosing to look ahead, to live ahead, and to get ahead.

— Ralph Marston

Self Motivation: You Can, So Do It!

Whatever it is you wish to accomplish, you can do it. You can do it if you will take the time and make the effort.

Very likely you have talked yourself out of it, and others have talked you out of it, too. Nonetheless, you can do it by making the choice and making the commitment.

It will demand the best of you, but that’s a benefit rather than a drawback. Giving your all while working toward a meaningful goal is one of the most empowering things you can do.

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And you can do it, without question, without a doubt. You can do it when you choose to start and continue making the choice to keep going.

Whatever may seem to be beyond your reach begins to draw closer the moment you begin to do the work. Instead of complaining that you don’t know what to do, just do what you can and make the commitment to learn more each step of the way.

You are here right now to achieve great and wonderful things. You can, so do it.
–Ralph Marston

Self-Purpose: Multi-Dimensional Dreamwork

I feel so good this morning….I was guiding all night. A thing about being interdimensional is…not every great or good (and certainly we don’t want the bad ones) “dream” is meant to be manifested onto the third dimension. There are aspects of ourselves that the current frequencies on external earth cannot and do not relate to, understand, or appreciate. Even sharing stories of our experiences sound “unbelievable”. They call it alien. Meanwhile we are “requested” to work in other dimensions. Interdimensinal workers, universal workers, dream workers, several names are called by.

The irony is humans ask God for help…BUT because help does not show up in saviour suits, they think help does not arrive. We can help ourselves and each other…but the thinking is “we look too much alike, how can you help me and we’re in the same place. Only certain people have the RIGHT to help me.” Whoa.

We are different titles in different frequencies (worlds)…multiple aspects of ourselves living and being concurrent to our present consciousness. Past present and future. External earth is no different, requests/prayers/desires are made…humans do not follow through however. They find other things to compensate for lack of something else. Earth is a difficult project..truthfully speaking. A lot of us feel that way.

If you have a “dream” and you remember it when you awaken from your sleep and you think it’ll be uplifting to self and/or others…and you have the tools to make it BEcome truth in 3D…do it! But not all “dreams” are meant to manifest into your current conscious world.

And it doesn’t have to be a grand scheme; I saw some gorgeous vivid blue skies and waters in other worlds. I search for the blue via cloth in stores and could not find such a color. So I went to the fabric store and found cloth a close to the heaven blue I could see. I made curtains…so I can wake up in “heaven or haven”. Simple changes that bring about upliftment in our spirits and beings and that closely match our spirit home worlds.

Some beings come from warring worlds…and they brought it here with them…and continue to manifest more of themselves. Unfortunately. BUT it’s a part of the program…many of us try to bypass those parts without getting caught up in them.

In some instances we experience dejavu. This is because there are traits that run across every aspect of ourselves…who we are. That famous line, “It runs in my blood (ancestral blood).” is true. The dejavu helps us to keep in close to our true blood as universally possible. For instance, a Seer. A Seer has always been, IS, and will be a Seer.

In 5th dimension frequencies and above the Seer is consciously in his/her role. In 4th and higher 3rd dimension frequencies (right above the earth), the Seer is semi-conscious or unconscious in his/her role…until they tune into their higher selves (or are tuned into)via meditation and/sleep states/quickening.

The more dejavu we have, the closer we are to our truth. In the experience of the dejavu..we have the ability to change a path…from where we are to where we’re suppose to be. It’s like switching the rail over to a different track..so the train can change routes. The timelines are the tracks and you are the train. Make stops along the way…tune up…bring into your life what benefits the whole…let go of dead weight…know your purpose…or develop one, or two.

In order for the dejavu switch to happen, the person has to be aware of both timelines…where you are and a short glimpse of where you’re suppose to be. Some persons are sensitive to portal locations, and are more likely to “run into themselves” when in vicinity of portals. We mainly use dejavu for corrective work…though some call it a “second chance”.

Self-Examination: Is Being Bipolar a Bad Thing?

The fact that we have to “force” ourselves to go to one extreme to get away from another(usually positive to get away from negative) is a reality of BEing human. However because humans must always put a word to a BEing or feeling or emotion….going from one emotional extreme to another is considered “Bi-polar”. Which is also considered a problem of the psyche(mind). I can agree going from one pole to another can be called BI-polar. However I have to touch the so-called “mind disorder” part.

Human concepts of nature’s (perceived) dualities are female/male, life/death, healthy/sick, body/spirit, light/dark, white/black, energy/mass, above/below, in/out, love/hate, good/evil, hot/cold.

Are such mentioned above not absolute, or at least extreme opposites?

Often we hear some people say they’re “good” and that’s it. Ask them what makes them good and they’ll point out evil beings. Or tell so-called “evil” people that they’re evil and they’ll tell you they’re the best thing that happened since sliced bread…because everyone else is being “fake”.

Why do we have to pretend to be happy when we’re feeling depressed (which is supposedly a range of feelings outside of happiness)?

Why can’t we figure out what is depressing us and work our way back to happiness, or at least, balanced contentment?

Life demands (work, family, relationships, friends) donot give us a chance to dwell on our individual dis-eases and wellnesses. So instead of addressing why we might be angry or sad about something…we “suck it up” and put on a surface smile…sometimes a whole act.

And we do put on a “good” act for so long amount of time…until we either breakdown or secretly indulge in vices, or even go deeper into depressive states. I’d say the more we pretend, the deeper or more severe our depression.

All humans are bi-polar. All humans go from one extreme BEing to the opposite BEing. Very few give themselves the opportunity to examine their internal feelings and emotions. So really are they BEing true on the surface?

Humans fear the very beings they judge…and they judge what they fear. They’re afraid someone/s will look upon them as “crazy” if they should express any feeling or emotion other than extremely happy.

To pretend to be one way as a dual being can cause mind disorders of soughts….and possibly manifest into unhealthy unbalanced states of beings.

Whereas, in a bi-polar person when you feel good(positive) you acknowledge your feelings and dwell in being and doing things in a state of a highly active and sunny disposition. And when you feel bad(negative) you acknowledge your feelings and dwell in being and doing things in a depressed slowed state.

And because the “average” person is actually unbalanced and/or pretentious, seeing someone smile (which does not reflect the unbalanced persons current state) brings the unbalanced person to ask a question, “What’s wrong with you, why are you smiling?” Then seeing that same person another time in an angry state, the unbalanced person immediately says, “He/she crazy! He/she must be bi-polar! They was just happy the other day!” (As if its a bad thing).

Does going out on a shopping spree with a smile on your face mean you’re bipolar? Or happily shopping? Or do you just like shopping? Are rich people bipolar for buying expensive things?

Does laying in your bed crying mean you’re bipolar? Or crying through your feelings while laying in your bed? Does sitting in a park and crying make you less or more bipolar? Or would it make others uncomfortable to see you crying?

Does having sex with different people mean you’re bipolar? Or does it mean you may be freely living? Or promiscuous? Or single so you can do what you want? Or just nasty?

Does yelling and cursing mean you’re bipolar? Or that you’re angry? Are you feeling misunderstood? Having difficulty expressing in higher way?

Does being very happy yesterday then very sad today mean you’re bipolar? Or could situations, circumstances, conditions have changed for you in that amount of time? Or Could you be ok with expressing your feelings and be done with them and move on?

I can go into weather, Earth, universe…and point out various aspects of polarity systems. But I’ll stop here for now…and keep it the mind. For now.

Feel free to ask question, critique, ASSIST, give clarity to your knowledge….your experience helps. 6/25/14 11:11pm